i never write here about really important things. Just i can't. I'm lazy and i'm not interested in talking about concrete events.
Well, some words. Now the life is boring. No imotions. I started to write a new novel, it wil be hard.
i have a constant headache. In conflict with mum. in conflict with myself. Fuck

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last time i haven't got good sleep enough. Regularly bad dreams are seen. Every morning is started since ugly mood. Sometimes i omit school, having much sleep and doing more training tasks of english... My teahcer says, i'll not be able to take language acquisition and all exames. I don't have spoken fluency and others. But i ignore all doubds and ( Read more... )

well, i want to say some words. Recently i understood i have forgotten about LJ. Really, there is not time for talking, besides, i gave up the internet. I have to learn fucking subgects, i deal with difficult things. but sometimes i get on in everything badly. It doesn't make me stronger, i despair. Of course, i would like to have a person, who... ( Read more... )

i can`t be honest with myself. usually i forget my real emotions and go in for any nonsensе...
i just want to be happy. but when i began to be glad becouse of smth, anything is appearing and is
crossing everything. and me again reigns indifference.

it`s sadly to be as me. all my energy is falsehood. where did i lose my soul, motherfucker?

IT WILL BE O`KAY
IT WILL BE O`KAY
IT WILL BE O`KAY

i hope, i will ace.

*had left to read...*

do not you make good - will not get shit.

when i will lose all most expensive, i will understand my biggest error.
but it will be late.
I can not regain the humanity again

if i could be a bred person, i would hello with all readers, but i am not this person ( Read more... )